I can not Exist without writing / travel / food / fear
Pff if the previous post let not write until they have lost about 6 or 7 kilos .. But I have not lost even 1 gram, and I'm doing.
implies is that sharing my days with you ...
afraid I have girls, I'm planning with my boyfriend (the first 4 years of partner) a vacation to the beach . If all goes well (money, work on it, and any mishap ) will for the first fortnight March ....
This leads me to only stay 29 days exactly counting today! So I have fear. For not that I do.
I lose 20 kilos in a month. 10 kilos. but that is impossible. I can not that. and I'm terrified. I start the diet Dukan, is almost a protein. try to make the plan atake ( PROTEIN PURA) as much as possible ...
But I have fear, and, when I enter panic (as I am now) I despair not handle, not to do ....
addition to diet, do their best to put Intakes daily and help me change what they think I am wrong. and SHOULD I DO ALL DAY YEAR.
GIRLS NEED IT MORE THAN EVER TO ALL, I NEED YOUR UNCONDITIONAL SUPPORT and advice.
As I can raise awareness, everything that others tell em directly and indirectly?
As I can achieve my goals ... As I can do?
tanquilizarme as I can, as I can to stop swallowing as pork?
How to achieve?
That happens to me even though my boyfriend told me fat, and I have to lose weight do not stop swallowing what I find?
That happens to me I do not spend even 5 minutes din eat, why?
know it's not hunger that prompts me to do it ... but then that is exactly what is happening to me? What is it?
I have no answers only questions, many doubts, and failures in my mind, not achieving my goals, I can not even maintain a healthy weight, just climb and climb ...
Why? Because this? Because there is nothing that motivates me now? Not a career, not a princess to talk to me, not a thinspo, or that my family and my friends tell me I'm obese ...
do not know.
Hata not enter a BODY MASS INDEX OF "NORMAL" not coming back to the blog, sorry but I have no strength .... You so perfect, light, and strong. And I so pathetic, FAILED, GORDA ....
After several turns of the screw for my next post, I finally settle on the fabulous Johnny Depp, not only physical characteristics that I personally delight, but also for its versatility of action for both drama and comedy or musical. Recently remembered for his role as Captain Jack Sparrow, try to remember the start delving into details, its ups and downs as it came to Star consolidated within the U.S. system.
Born June 9, 1963 in Owensboro, Kentucky and raised in Florida. He left school to enter the world of rock with only 15 years, he led a youth group called The Kids, I could not be otherwise, at such a young age, then became a guitarist for Iggy Pop. In 1983 he married Lori Anne Allison, a makeup artist, who ended up having to Nicolas Cage who encouraged him to get into the world of the film as an actor. is separated and remarried in 1985 with Sherilyn Fenn whom he met during the filming of a short university Dummies. Cage persuaded a reluctant Johnny to meet with his agent, Ilene Feldman and got him an audition for a film by Wes Craven, already known for The Hills Have Eyes. After testing, Craven turned to his daughter for advice - she liked Depp. And so Johnny made his film debut as a handsome boyfriend eaten by a bed because of the death in Nightmare on Elm Street. The money, he thought, $ 1200 a week for eight weeks, would be very useful, with only 21, remember that young Glen Lantz in A Nightmare on Elm Street " in 1984. Coinciding with its second separation and after starring in the teen sex comedy "Private Resort", decided to take it seriously and enrolled at The Loft, a Los Angeles School of sufficient quality. In 1987 the producers of a new Fox series called their door with a series called 21 Jump Street, was to involve a squad of young policemen, working undercover in schools to eradicate juvenile delinquency, and Of course, the show took off, with Depp, Tom Hanson's most popular character. Very quickly, he became a teenie idol, adored by his side received 10 000 letters a month. The $ 45,000 per episode, Depp came in handy, trapped and possibly ruined. came right after "Cry Baby" in 1990 making the tough guy of the 50's. But his first Golden Globe and well deserved, arrives with his performance in the famous fantasy film "Edward scissor hands," a film directed by Tim Burton in 1990, where he began his international fame, since then he has the actor fetish embodied in a youth expresses only his eyes and clumsy movements, was brilliant, and easily eclipsed his co-star Winona Ryder, who was involved then even tattooing his name on his arm (he already had a tattoo Betty Sue, by her mother), later changed to Wino Forever when they split. After the success of this film Johnny continued to gain critical acclaim and tremendous popularity doing various roles as Gilbert Grape in "What's Eating Gilbert Grape?" In 1993 by Lasse Hallström , where he played a city child with the desire to escape but tied to his dysfunctional family. In the same year by Sam in "Benny & Joon: love of the innocent" of Jeremiah S. Chechik, a movie where he plays a lonely and shy young lover of silent films, particularly of Buster Keaton and Charles Chaplin to constantly imitating. Depp's reputation as a class actor was growing, but personally, I was pretty lost, binge drinking, rumors about drug use, etc. During this time he was with several actresses, in 1994, Depp began a tempestuous relationship with supermodel Kate Moss. He was arrested for trashing a hotel room in New York (and was arrested in 1989 in Vancouver, for fighting with hotel security, and was once again arrested in 1999 for another fight with the paparazzi). Meanwhile, his career went up like the foam, reunites with Tim Burton, making the protagonist in "Ed Wood", very good indeed, with the fabulous Martin Landau as Bela Lugosi, where Johnny plays the real film director Edward Wood junior who was considered at the time by several U.S. publications as the worst filmmaker in history. After the excellent " Don Juan DeMarco" in 1994, where Marlon Brando as a psychiatrist, tries to convince a fun Depp that he is not the great lover of legend, only to discover that sometimes madness is better than sanity . In 1995 she starred in "Dead Man" by director Jim Jarmusch, here the poet Depp is Bill Blake, a young seeker of truth in the west, with the help of Native Americans, finds murder and mayhem, only to discover serenity and wonder of dying.
In 1997 he became an undercover FBI agent in the film "Donnie Brasco" with Al Pacino . ends his relationship with Kate Moss in 1998, but soon meet with the French singer and actress Vanessa Paradis and is located in Paris, where he could live a normal life. " ends up marrying her in 1998 . It was then starred Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, "directed by Terry Gilliam here plays a reporter who travels to Las Vegas to cover the chronicle of a motorcycling career. With a dress more like an Anglo-Saxon tourist vacation than a reporter. Johnny and his companion Benicio del Toro, are torn between pellets of mescaline, acid, liters of ethanol ... and countless other drugs. In 1999, coinciding with the birth of her first daughter (Lily-Rose Melody Depp) appeared in the movie "The Face of Terror" from Rand Ravich with Charlize Theron. In the same year reunited with Burton in Sleepy Hollow , playing Ichabod Crane in an extremely fragile and tender Atenza by his past, a strictly scientific research methods and rational mind has to cope with the extraordinary events that plague a village and its inhabitants. In "The Ninth Gate" based on a novel by Arturo Perez Reverte "El Club Dumas" in it, Depp is Dean Corso, a row of books "with little sense of ethics, specializing in rare volumes and a clientele rather florid to which he was commissioned to find a book they say was written by Satan himself, Johnny achieves a subtle performance, full of details and unusually cold, demonstrating once again how very versatile it can be the actor of Kentucky. A long list of performances followed by a posteriori "Before Night Falls" with our Bardem, in which Depp appears twice in a violent way, in different roles in a first role was to appear as a transvestite who smuggles manuscripts out of jail in the year ( delivery scene with four rolls of paper, is hilarious ), and then as a sadistic interrogator showing an erotic pleasure to slip his gun into the mouth of a terrified Bardem. Then came the Oscar-nominated "Chocolat" in which Depp based his accent on that of his friend, Shane MacGowan, plays an attractive and mysterious gypsy who is among other things, the only one that Juliette Binoche, in her role as witch chocolate can not foresee, much less tame, sharing the big deal with Judi Dench.
In 2001 we are surprised with that Pelaz in "Blow" at the hands of Ted Demme and together with our Penelope, overboard Depp as George Jung, a man from scratch becomes a billionaire drug trafficking to return to fall into absolute poverty, the film leaves much to be desired .. Depp this year we are delighted with their work by the director in "From Hell" is the Inspector Fred Abberline, a brilliant but troubled young man who must hunt down the most famous mass murderer in the world: Jack the Ripper. Depp is gorgeous is put what you put on, but characterized as a true lord of the nineteenth century is definitely irresistible. This film is based on the namesake of the renowned comic Alan Moore. In 2002 born his second son John Chrisopher Depp III. After "From Hell, Johnny disappeared for a while due to the attempt by Terry Gilliam for making The Man Who Killed Don Quixote, a chaos brilliantly captured in the documentary Lost in La Mancha.
his first Oscar nomination in the Oscar arrives with his performance in "Pirates of the Caribbean" in 2003 , a commercial franchise to exploit. As enemy Barbossa Jack Sparrow, that could easily have taken the route of Errol Flynn, the heroism of action, however conjured Sparrow from a rather comical. It is recognized now that Depp's versatility and comic ability, even critics agree. Following the success, stars in "Secret Window" in 2004, at the hands of David Koepp, story based on a Stephen King novel where Johnny plays a writer who tries to escape the pain of the infidelity of his wife threw herself into his work a cabin in the woods, then John Turturro appears, accusing him of plagiarizing his work. This year's stars wonderful "Finding Neverland" by Marc Forster , Depp hovering between childhood and adult rogue serious artist, tracing the route of the author of Peter Pan, to writing through its relationship with the mother's death, Kate Winslet and the inspiration he receives from their young children, one of my favorites maybe something tear in some scenes, but the truth is that I loved, she also has earned his second Oscar nomination. This year also stars in "The Libertine" with my dear John Malkovich, period drama, this time set in the 17th century, this time Depp played John Wilmot, Earl of Rochester, one of the personalities more bets on the Restoration - a war hero, poet, drunkard and womanizer, who kidnaps a wealthy heiress with whom later married, got to be banished from the court on several occasions. Quite a character, as he was also a humorist, poetic, and his major influence Alexander Pope. A successful year, but there is still dessert to come. In 2005 two of the great "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" Willy Wonka masquerades as a bizarre and disturbing white chocolate skin. Willing to expose our children face more. and "Corpse Bride" the latter based on a Russian fairy tale in which his voice to Victor Van Dort, a young gray, timid and clumsy error is home to a dead woman, both of Tim Burton of course. She continues her saga of pirates to return to work again with Tim Burton and sharing the stage with the director's wife Helena Bonham Carter in "Sweeney Todd, The Demon Barber of Fleet Street" dark and bloody musical tells the story of a barber kills some of its customers who then became cakes made by her downstairs neighbor, despite being a musical and Depp lack the gift of singing, the guy fights back, and won a Golden Globe for his work on the film.
wheel in this year become John Dillinger in "Public Enemies" director Michael Man in 2010 when it surprises us again with Burton in "Alice in Wonderland." But do not stop there, thank God, but returns to star in new film "The Tourist" often trio Paul Bettany, Angelina Jolie and Johnny Depp, we have to see .... No?
MIRA CINEMA TV: QUIZ SHOW (ROBERT REDFORD, 1994) OPERA
At first the TV was the younger brother and hated by the cinema. And all because he passed this way or movies because there are directly produced, but little by little the big screen has been getting closer the Tele and the gems have been speaking about it, Sidney Lumet's Network, The Truman Show Peter Weir, Confessions of a Dangerous Mind George Clooney or the one that brings us here today, Robert Redford's Quiz Show .
feign what we are, we are what we pretend.
Pedro Calderon De La Barca
I was in exile these days of holidays past, when something happened not give me an early age, see two masterpieces of the cinema that evening. The first was Billy Wilder's Double Indemnity (nothing to say) and the other was Robert Redford's Quiz Show . Perhaps you may think I exaggerate, but who has seen it knows that what I say is true. And is that not only do I like this film its atmosphere of American cincuentera time focusing on the world of TV, but given the script. Why say this? The answer is because a few years ago I made a short film in which a blind man was dying in another medium an elevator with a bag full of money, y. .. What to do in this situation? ... the short is very amateur and not give more signs XD, the thing is that it is an issue that worries me because it talks about human values \u200b\u200bin this society, and it is one of the strengths of the film by Robert Redford . At the beginning l camera to film places us as a mere spectator of real TV program late 50's, The Twenty-One, NBC's weekly competition , patorcinado a real brand also called Geritol. Typical quiz and cultural responses (much more complicated than those made today in these shows by the way), and a contestant Herbert Stemple (John Turturro) who manages the said 21 points for the win.
actual pictures of the NBC competition compared with the same characters in the film
Soon after the production of twenty-one advice of Geritol and the very direction of the NBC decides to take out of the way to its current winner (who was Jewish) in favor of a new competitor who gives a handsome profile and identification to American society, Charles Van Doren (Ralph Fiennes). What was done was to force Stemple to err on a question and secondly to ensure that Van Doren to win, they asked him things that he had responded well in the pre-casting. The next week sat the production and the current winner in a meeting room whose only intention was to give the questions and answers of the week, Van Doren was reluctant at first but he poked a little (because the truth is that earned enough money for those years), and finally agreed. This is what worries me the film, when given I thought this event would have accepted the questions and therefore the money without hesitating a second, at the end of the tape I thought just the opposite.
The drirector
Robert Redford was born in Los Angeles in 1936, when his mother died in 1955 he abandoned his studies and went to Europe to lead a bohemian lifestyle , but returned a year later and made the drink and bad habits. Until he met his first wife Lola Van Wagenen in Utah, could not desintoxiacarse and go back to school, this time Art and some interpretation. Began shortly after doing small roles on Broadway and on television (Playhouse 90, Twilight Zone, Alfred Hitchcock Presents ...), and just after his first appearance on film in War Hunt, l and success came in the theater, a film directed by Mike Nichols, Barefoot in the Park . Then followed by the film making side as in The Chase Arthur Penn, until he got his first starring film in the transformation of Barefoot in the Park (Gene Saks, 1967) with Jane Fonda. From this figure consolidates as Hollywood, working among others in Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid (George Roy Hill, 1969), The Sting (George Roy Hill, 1973) Three days of condor (Sideny Pollack, 1975), All President's Men (Alan J. Pakula, 1976) and Memories of Africa (Sydney Pollack, 1985).
Since 1969, Redford had his own production Wilwood Enterprises, and in addition to his work as producer on a dozen title has directed 8 films to date.
His work as director is somewhat irregular but pulling a remarkable, in fact, his directorial debut with Ordinary People in 1980 critical and commercial success for which came to be nominated for an Oscar. Among his most notable films as well as Quiz Show and Ordinary People, meet, The River of Life, 1992, The Man Who The Horse Whisperer, 1998, Lions for Lambs, 2007. In 2010 made a film not yet released in Spain, The conspirator.
addition to his work as actor, producer or director Redford a school founded in 1980 in Utah with the intention of educating young filmmakers, 3 years later I think a film festival where they may exhibr their work, school and the International Festival have the name Sundance , and is the independent film pregioso today.
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Redford took over the rights to the book Remembering America: A Voice From the Sixties by Richard N. Goodwin, lawyer and writer who is himself a character in the movie , because as I said before the program was real, but so is the scandal of Quiz Shows in North America, in fact, his characters portray real people involved in this scam and that was to provide the answers to the questions the contestants might have more than estimated to the public and thus, have a good sponsor for your advertiser and more time to the same audience for the network. The honest and dishonest. This is the debate that proposes the screenplay adaptation for the screen that is signed by Paul Attanasio.
It is right look towards this concept to realize that since man is man, is itself a chimera especially in the West, especially in the media.
In fact it is an adjective reviled by them every day and sometimes more often without even strive to contrast it or hide it, say all the current news, sports whether national, international or heart. Every day we generate false debates no weight or truth, in order to sell products that they advertise and to sell more copies. Those who invent, distort and / or distort the news know in advance that this is their job and work, or at least self-justified on the grounds that it is and has always been press opolemica invent and generate debate and the worst cases. I have not seen or can not remember current movie that best describes what is honesty and I do not mean just any underlined parts but the whole of the final art work.
As pointed out earlier films that talk about the TV there are many but the careful direction of this makes it special. The game sweeps descriptive cameras really immerse you in the scenes, very succinctly desgranandote but totally didactic as it was the TV half a century ago. Redford tape stops also look at the price of fame for good or for evil, and has touches of the best films of investigation and judicial. As is also in Good Night and Good Luck (George Clonney 2005), takes us into the offices of production of a chain and that for people interested in the media is welcome.
Following a line of credit worth framing, the most consistent accuracy with all actors in the film as a whole, but above all John Tururro, making broken toy, angry with the hand that gave the eat. Ralph Fiennes plays the son of Pulitzer Prize Mark Van Doren who gives life to a great Paul Scofield, recovered by Redford for the role. Certainly I much admired Martin Scorsese has a small role in the movie , then the chief sponsor of the program, and indeed acting in this role reminded me a lot to Robert de Niro, why is that? ...
- For $ 64.000 you'd better ask the meaning of life
As you have been? They know I missed writing, bone, if I make an entry for an hour! (As noted I'm not currently not working, or studying, and I have too much empty time!)
not because a couple of days 'm not very good spirits will because my birthday is approaching, maybe, and I decide I do not do anything, or out at night, or allow anyone to come home, The reason is that not want to leave, nor dressed as anything I have I get q, and makes me very sad indeed . I would like to spend my birthday in a cafeteria, with the laptop taking a tea, and chatting with you . I do not want to see anyone, but unfortunately, my boyfriend does not accept a no, maybe my friends do, but ... no. So I have to see, and I are very encouraged. wanted to pass ALONE.
I tell you my friend Giselle ( http://unachicaideal.blogspot.com/ ) have begun to fasting and bedtime milk birdseed I knew it was not until she mentioned it. From what I read on the web, is very good! I leave some info. I did not notice anything new just two days ago we started so we have to wait at least 1 month.
The canary milk provides a number of properties that can help lose weight:
enhance and stimulate cellular activity, being antioxidants.
stimulate the metabolism and accelerate the digestive process thanks to its high enzyme content.
Reduce fluid retention, as they stimulate the activity kidney.
For its high content of lipase, accelerates the degradation of fatty deposits in the body.
know yesterday I saw a friend (my best friend) and we went out to start some activity in the gym . motivates me know that I will go with her, and forced me to go. Try to go every day as we speak. But you know what I felt, envious, of bad, because my friend is much more lean, well you notice the clavicles, and I feel so fat and low (it measures 1.70 or more) .... I feel so pathetic next to . thinspo Not exactly, but if this much much better than me ....
What else ....?
Ah yesterday fast (only consumed the garlic, and milk birdseed) and today, I do good too!) Long time no achieve two days of fasting ....
Dubliners (dead) by John Huston, Eyes Wide Shut by Stanley Kubrick and RW Fassbinder's Querelle share the unfortunate distinction of being the last works of these directors. In these cases and many other authors did not see the result end of his work. We start today a new section that will call Posthumous Opera, and that despite what may seem, turn has a large number of masterpieces. We begin with the aforementioned career Querelle.
This Christmas have taken to much, gifts, celebrations and other issues ... Exhausted Christmas. The days of kings as an enfant lift me to open my presents ... between them was Querelle de Brest by Jean Genet ... thus adding motivation the previous post, I dare to write about Querelle (1982), Rainer Werner Fassbinder.
The Director
Rainer Werner Fassbinder was born on May 31, 1945 in Bad Wörishofen (Bavaria). Had a fairly broad professional field, where d irector film, theater, actor, producer and actor. Was responsible, even mounting and photography of many of his works. S on issues specific to their works, including: The search for identity, unrequited love, happiness, dream, desires, devious, bear witness to the twilight economic, political and sexual , Fassbinder is customary to have in their role of women in order to raise women's emancipation through friction in their relationships. As to his works: 1) Short: The Tramp (1966), little chaos (1967), 2) Overall length movies, bourgeois: Love Is Colder Than Death (1969), Katzelmalcher ( 1969), Gods of the Plague (1969), why did the attack of madness to Mr. R.? (1969), Whity (1970), The American Soldier (1970), Care for the beloved prostitute (1970) , 3) Melodrama: The DQAF of the four seasons (1971), The Bitter Tears of Petra von Kant (1972), we call All Ali (1973), The fittest (1974), Journey to the happiness of mother Küsters (1975), The Roast of Satan (1975), Roulette China (1976 ), 4) Identity and History: Despair (1977), The Marriage of Maria Braun (1978) , In a Year With Thirteen Moons (1978), The Third Generation (1979), Berlin Alexanderplatz (1980), Lili Marleen ( 1980), Lola (1981), anxiety Veronika Voss (1981), Querelle (1982).
The film Regarding the technical specifications: The address, at the hands of Rainer Werner Fassbinder; El guión , viniendo de la novela de Jean Genet, le corresponde a Fassbinder y Burkhard Driest; Fotografía a manos d Xaver Schwarzenberg y Josef Vavra, en color, 35 mm, Scope.; Música de Per Raben; intérpretes: Brad Davis (Querelle), Franco Nero (Teniente Seblon), Jeanne Moreau (Lysiane), Laurent Malet (Roger Bataille), Hanno Pöschl , Günther Kaufmann(Nono), Burkhar Driest (Mario), Dieter Schidor (Vic Rivette), Roger Fritz (Marcelin), Natja Brunckhorst (Paulette); Una duración de 108 min. Querelle es una adaptación de la novela “Querelle de Brest”, de Jean Genet . Jean Genet es un novelista, French dramatist and poet (Paris, December 19, 1910 - Paris, December 15, 1986) is his fourth book, written after the Second World War, was long considered unfit for filming. Was offered to several filmmakers for filming Bertolucci (rejected by grotesque), Sam Peckinpah, Fassbinder finally accepted ..., leading to a personal idea: "In my opinion, there is murder and homosexuality, but a person with all possible means in this society tries to find its identity. This is, in my view, the theme of the novel. And to be true to himself, Querelle has to do everything he does from two angles: from which the company describes as criminal, that is, from the misery-not clean out anything, so I have to cheat from the other . Only in this way can take a step forward. " The filming of Querelle was surrounded, I guess because the subject of many problems.
Considering the time you could find all sorts of problems, behaviors that see homosexuality as normal, others to be seen as abnormal behavior, come just lust, while others who do not wish, to another topic bumping him ... Brad Davis Fassbinder did know was not in favor of the crudeness of some images especially Brad Davis himself being the star of the film. Franco Nero, refused to pronounce certain words, but he made, and later also refused to kiss with Querelle, and was replaced by an embrace between them. Another anecdote is that of Nono, Fair bar owner had to shoot a sex scene with Brad Davis expressing Fassbinder face of lust ... he had an idea to make sinful express themselves adequately, put a song whose chorus was: I German black! ... In the end left the scene. The co-writer who embodied the character of Mario (Burkha Driest, corrupt police, a friend of Nono), I wanted it first appeared in the film drawings of erect penises, Fassbinder told him that his view of homosexuality was a different taste to yours and it was a cheap vision. Production issues were not at least see the time and, above all, the crazy of the topic.
Querelle, tells the story of a sailor who landed at the port of Brest. A sailor murderer, drug dealer and seductive that slowly gets inside a spiral undreground pleasures. While we view history, Querelle go through existential debates over their experience at the port of Brest.
In its initial stage Querelle George, the protagonist of the story, is a sailor criminal. Genet, little by little he is giving the configuration of a monster, the most beautiful of existing monsters. Killing for Querelle, a means purifying the soul. Thus there is a leak itself is not linear, but in circles. Querelle is feeding your own monster, still trying to escape (can not), really not a monster, it is its nature. This is a topic unnatural. Do I consider homosexuality unnatural? No. really is not the issue, from my point of view on homosexuality. For me, the subject comprising Querelle, is homosexual practice among heterosexuals (In fact it is stated several times through the dialogues of his characters). You can also look from the standpoint of friction, the transition from heterosexuality to homosexuality or bisexuality, that clash in the personality of yourself ...; be and should be. Querelle tries to find its identity in the world around them, options that arise under the circumstances that surround him.
The story takes place in the port of Brest, alleys tailored to murder, lust a hotel, the singing of Jeanne Moreau, a black (Nono) who plays gay the dice (if you lose you own, if desire to choose the prostitute), a police colleague Nono and a kind of guardian, dressed in tight leather outfit and showing meat, etc.. F assbinder Querelle transforms the work of Genet, a theater twilight expressionistic tones (the clearest example is seen in the struggle between Querelle and his brother). Formally, a photograph is artificial, with Baroque decorations, costumes that lead to homosexuality (sailors suits, tight leather, clothing that barely cover anything ...), Expressionist-theatrical approaches. Many interpreted the voice of complaint was that of Fassbinder himself before he died. Examples , several phrases that show us Fassbinder, the voice of narrator, which deals about the life of Querelle but with a poetic depth and reflective: "I have a feeling of fall, mortally wounded, and have been defeated, totally defeated, and my thoughts are sad "So, at one point the narrator says:" Quarrel not used to the idea of \u200b\u200bbeing a monster. Despite his youth, he knew the horror of being alone, trapped in a world of living beings. "Fassbinder's say it was a subject that still surrounded by people, was in deep solitude, was in decline. But these issues are things you never know for sure, would die before Fassbinder its release (31 August 1982).
