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I can not Exist without writing / travel / food / fear

Pff if the previous post let not write until they have lost about 6 or 7 kilos ..
But I have not lost even 1 gram, and I'm doing.

implies is that sharing my days with you ...

afraid I have girls, I'm planning with my boyfriend (the first 4 years of partner) a vacation to the beach . If all goes well (money, work on it, and any mishap ) will for the first fortnight March ....

This leads me to only stay 29 days exactly counting today! So I have fear. For not that I do.

I lose 20 kilos in a month. 10 kilos. but that is impossible. I can not that. and I'm terrified. I start the diet Dukan, is almost a protein. try to make the plan atake ( PROTEIN PURA) as much as possible ...

But I have fear, and, when I enter panic (as I am now) I despair not handle, not to do ....

addition to diet, do their best to put Intakes daily and help me change what they think I am wrong. and SHOULD I DO ALL DAY YEAR.

GIRLS NEED IT MORE THAN EVER TO ALL, I NEED YOUR UNCONDITIONAL SUPPORT and advice.

. NEED IT.

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ME WHY THIS IS HAPPENING?

I'm gonna do ...???

As I can stop it?

As I can raise awareness, everything that others tell em directly and indirectly?

As I can achieve my goals ... As I can do?

tanquilizarme as I can, as I can to stop swallowing as pork?

How to achieve?

That happens to me even though my boyfriend told me fat, and I have to lose weight do not stop swallowing what I find?

That happens to me I do not spend even 5 minutes din eat, why?

know it's not hunger that prompts me to do it ... but then that is exactly what is happening to me? What is it?

I have no answers only questions, many doubts, and failures in my mind, not achieving my goals, I can not even maintain a healthy weight, just climb and climb ...

Why? Because this? Because there is nothing that motivates me now? Not a career, not a princess to talk to me, not a thinspo, or that my family and my friends tell me I'm obese ...

do not know.

Hata not enter a BODY MASS INDEX OF "NORMAL" not coming back to the blog, sorry but I have no strength .... You so perfect, light, and strong. And I so pathetic, FAILED, GORDA ....